At the end of each night of Grace Groups, everybody gives a word to describe what they feel like. I think this is designed to get you to re-connect with the fact that you feel things. Most of the time I was not aware that I was feeling much of anything. That is called numb.
Well today I got a lesson in feeling from this ministry- way more than I ever thought I could learn in one day. At the end of my day I feel......
angry
explosive
disappointed
repulsed
lost
humiliated
left out
embarrassed
doubtful
shocked
defeated
lonely
uncertain
betrayed
hopeless
spent
It has been quite a day. I think I'll go to bed.
3 comments:
I am so very sad that your day included all of these emotions, so legitimate, so painful.
So, unlike what I long for you experience.
Not what I want for you at all.
I am so sorry that these feelings are coming as a result of your willingness to pour yourself out for the sake of other people's hearts.
Those are intense emotions Katy. I'm curious what sparked it all. Thinking of you...
OK....these are very heavy words. Are you okay? I'm concerned about what kind of day would prompt all these emotions. I'll call....
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